You’d think this would get easier
September 27, 2006but somehow my heart still sinks each time.
Pregnancy announcements. I just got an e-mail from “the friend” (who I am seeing on Friday with the other women in our circle) saying she’s pregnant with baby #2 due May 4.
I hate infertility.
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It’s 1 AM and I can’t sleep.
I’m sad, angry, jealous. All because of one damn e-mail. I’m not saying I’m not happy for them. I am. It is just the reminder of my inability to ever be pregnant and it hurts. A lot. In fact, I’m actually surprised at how intense these feelings are.
