Green-eyed monster
February 15, 2007Jealous.
At this very moment, I’m feeling very jealous.
Our friends who are having a baby, managed to get an offer on their house in 6 weeks, also just got the house they wanted to buy.
I want to sell my house.
I want to adopt again sooner rather than later.
I don’t want to live in an apartment again.
I don’t want my parents to get a divorce or separate or any of that.
I don’t want to be struggling with depression any more.
I am tired of feeling like this.
I’m tired of being crippled with heartache over situations where I ought to be happy for the people I care about.
I’m tired of being caught up in this endless cycle of thinking my life is the way it is because of my inherent failures.
