Hrm…
April 25, 2007Our friends just called and they had their baby today. A boy. Obviously, they are very excited and happy. It is the husband’s dad’s birthday today, which is cool.
I just wish that these stupid little twinges of jealousy and sadness about my infertility wouldn’t butt in and mess up my happiness for them. I feel like smiling and crying at the same time.
Wishing it were me isn’t going to make my infertility reverse itself. All the desire in the world to be a mom through a pregnancy isn’t going to make it happen. As much faith as I have in God’s ability to create miracles, that is one miracle that won’t be happening. Ever.
Okay. Enough whining. Get over yourself, right? Your turn to be a mom again will come. Some day.
Hi Erin. I see that you’re from West Michigan and I am too. I live in Belmont. I’ve read a lot of your postings and you sound so much like me. My husband and I are interested in adopting but don’t know where to start. I am also dealing with depression with parents, the loss of my grandmother, and some other issues. I would love to chat with you. My email is jaxnjasper@hotmail.com. I look forward to hearing from you.
Sandy