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Appointment # well over 50

November 10, 2007

You’d think by now, after 50 appointments, we wouldn’t be talking about the same stuff.

But oh yes, we are.

Intimacy issues

Cancer/Survivorship issues

Worth issues

Stress issues

Financial issues

Adoption issues

God/Christianity

All topics under discussion at my appointments with #5.

Sometimes it makes me wonder if I will ever get fully through some of this crap.  There are occasions when I think I’m getting somewhere, but then during my next session, I end up using half of #5’s box of kleenex with my snotty, teary self falling apart in his office.

Therapy is both a bane and a blessing.  On one hand it brings up deep down bits of me didn’t even know I had, which can be hell.  On the other, I know in the end it is better to face these bits because of the relief I often feel after I have a session.  Some of that relief I know is based on the reminder #5 gives me of God’s love for me, how He has forgiven me for my past mistakes and sins.

2 comments

  1. Hey, there’s nothing wrong with continuing to talk of the same things during your therapy sessions. Those are some hug issues you’re dealing with. They deserve a lot of time! :)

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  2. I sometimes call myself a “Therapy Lifer.”

    Ah yes. Some of the same issues you face, not all of them. Some other issues in their place.

    Why it takes so bloody long, I don’t know.

    I do understand how frustrating it all is.

    *hugs*


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