Why??
November 11, 2007Why am I angry to discover that I was randomized into a group that received double the abdominal radiation than the other group during my treatment?
I mean it was 25 freaking years ago.
It can’t be changed.
The infertility can’t be undone.
But, you see, I just found out if I had gotten into the other group, my fertility odds may have been much better.
Why do I torment myself by looking over my treatment records and then looking up research to see just what might have been different??
